Thursday, December 20, 2007

Let Him Be Mine...(Please...)

Salam.

It has been ages since I last cried and I swore that I will never ever cry again.
But I guess, I’m not as strong as I have promised.
I’m so vulnerable to pain and heartache.
There is only one thing that touches my heart so deeply.
And that one thing is_HIM.

I care to lose everything in my life but him. How can I afford to lose such a great man like him? He made me so special. He made me believe that there is true love out there. And every time I set my eyes upon him, I keep on falling in love with him over and over again. I rather be hurt, than hurting him.

But lately, situation has been so cruel to me.
Why on earth, it’s always being me?

Fate has spoken… or it’s just a filthy mouth of ungrateful human that actually has give out the verdict?
I don’t know and the truth is… I don’t wanna know.

Love me or hurt me, do it… as long as it can make you be here together with me…

I love him… and if it has been stated in Loh Mahfuz that he is not meant to be mine… then I will walk away…
Far and beyond human love…
I will seclude myself… alienated from the darkest con of human being…
Peoples have been so mean to me…
And I… will never ever give up hope upon us…

:: and if it’s wrong to love you…
then my heart just won’t let me be right… ::

2 comments :

memori_berterbangan said...

Salaam bicara kak hyatt

Rasenye..
Janganlah gusar ataupun sedih.
Setiap yang terjadi ada asbab....

Yang kalau bukan sekarang, mungkin kemudiannya akan disedari

Bernangislah biarpun die tak mendengar...
Namun ALLAH sentiasa ada mendengar...

Pintalah hajatmu....luahkan isi hatimu....bukan pada si dia
Kerna itu hanyalah ikhtiar..
Zat yg bekuasa itu ALLAH..
KepadaNya lah kita mengabdikan diri
KepadaNya lah kita meminta pertolongan...

Hope this will cheer u up...k?

CPNS 2013 said...

Nice song :)