Wednesday, November 28, 2007

HOLIDAYS!!!

SALAM....

yeayyy...seronoknya coz cuti hampir sudah...

I can stay up late, wake up a little bit late than usual, spending late night watching DVDs and hang out with my friends without even bothering the time constrain!!

Owhhh…life is so wonderful!!!

~Gonna miss school though…(yer la tu…!) haha…

Gonna miss my oatie, tim and nik some more…

2 days to go and then this mischief teacher is off for holidays!!!
Mana nak pergi ekk…

Oatie ajak pi JB…hurmmm..wait and see…

kan bagus kalau my payday would be around next month…

haha.. shoppinggggg!!!!

Monday, November 19, 2007

BERCAKAP TENTANG CINTA….

Salam.

For ages, I’ve been fighting over something which I believe it’s worth fight for. Something that I know that will somehow leads me to a better world of hope. Those tears and laughter that always keeps me strong and tough are my best friends. It’s amazing to realize how sudden love will struck us with its magical cupid’s arrow.

LOVE is something that always keeps me alive.
LOVE is something that is so universal. We could talk about this matter over and over again and till the end of world, love is the only thing that will keeps its shine through the darkness of human cons.

Menyintai seseorang yg mampu membuatkan kita bahagia dan kaya jiwa adalah merupakan satu anugerah yg tidak terhingga dari Maha Pencipta.
There is nothing that I could ask for more~

You could name everything and I have gone through that.
It’s so suffocating and suffering when you have already decided to walk against the stream. And you have to live with that decision for the rest of your live…

He’s my everything… this 9 years has taught me how to deal with the cruelty of human being.. and I always believe to chase over the rainbow… no matter how heavy the rain may pours the earth, with the presence of sun when everything is gone~there comes the beautiful stripes of rainbow… Subhanallah…

InsyaALLAH…
I always believe…


I hope you are worth fighting for...

HAYATIE is in love with HAFIZAL...

Saturday, November 17, 2007

:: FORBIDDEN...::

Dear Fauzi…

We just couldn’t…
We have to draw back and forget about the whole thing…
It was just a phase…
But it’s so sweet…
And hardly to erase…

Fauzi…
We were just never meant to be…
Cause we were separated and trapped between two worlds…
And it will never be…

It’s called forbidden…
And it will stay that way…

Love,
Miss Hayatie…

:: YIPPIE ::

Salam.

Yeayyyy!!! Seminar habis sudah. Walaupun penat tetapi terasa sgt syok dan enjoy. It was totally fun!! Pheww! Penat coz terpaksa melayan karenah students yg bermcm2 perangai…

When I was conducting my seminar, the favorite part is ‘TENSES: Past and Present Perfect Tense’. Macam2 yg diorang Tanya. Itu ini. It was good. Challenging some more. Begitu bijak mereka menjana soalan and sometimes I’m trapped with their cheeky questions… ~ tapi.. totally.. beshhh!!

Students dah start cuti.
Most of the senior teachers pun dah ramai yg cuti.
For the new comers, we are still here. Tak cuti~uuu sedihnya…
Still in the process of fitting in…

Next year lagi challenging…
I have to teach form 4 and form 5… imagine that…
Dah start belek2 buku teks form 5… rasa mcm tak pcy pulak boleh dapat kelas exam…
Hmmmm…. Banyak kerja…. (means banyak masa yg terpaksa dikorbankan…huuuuu….)

Takpe..pengalaman…

Insyaallah.. I can do it…

:: tersenyum tiap kali mengingatkan gelagat makhluk kecil bernama students…::

Friday, November 16, 2007

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Teacher Chantekkk...~

Salam..
Well, the title above seems soooo quirk, right? Haha… I never thought that I could ever hear that been said to me. I mean, hello… are you having a sight problem?

It has been said that children will never tell a lie. What they have said is what they are actually meant. But could that old saying been used in nowadays? Just look around. Kids are more advanced than some of us. Tricks and lies are all in their pockets. That’s why when they said that to me, I was like ‘are you crazy?’_what do you want?_stop playing fool!

When I was conducting a seminar this afternoon, eyes were on me. I heard they said things about me. Some of it are way too nice to be heard. I was pretending like I didn’t hear it at all. The seminar went on smoothly. In that very short one hour I already got a broad picture of what is the difficulty that they’re facing on in learning English. Strategies and ways to overcome it are already been sketched in my mind. It’s not too late to help them.

Kids are so entertaining, it’s just we, as the teacher, we really have to tackle their heart first for the learning to be done. As I told them, “there are no impossibilities in this world. Mistakes only makes you better.” Little nods showed that the message has been transferred. Oo, I just love their angelic faces. I must say that teaching is really suits me well.

Before I ended my speech, I took a great look at them. I can see their hopes and dreams to be someone (regardless the fact that some of them are extremely way too hard to handle) are pictured on their serene faces. That scenery was really inspiring me to be a great teacher. I smiled. I know that I have contributed something for them today.

Mission has accomplished.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Making The First Impression

(me..looking thoughful...haahhhaaahhhaaaa....)

Salam.

It’s Friday today and tomorrow starts the heavenly weekend!!

Yeayyy! Since I started working weekend is the day that I’ve been waiting along the week. Normally, teachers will not be disturbed during weekend. We only have to come to school on weekend if there’s anything important or any special occasion being done at school.

Now, I’m just trying really hard to fit in.
To make myself feel as comfortable as I could.
I have set the highest par of my achievement that has to be fulfilled. I’m working to better my skills on teaching English and learning several things regarding the administrative deals also. Well, I need to be fully equipped to fit in. I don’t want to be called as a whiner-princess/cry baby and all that. A teacher is not only to teach. Teacher can be a motivator, a facilitator and many more.

Next week is a crucial week for us, the new comers especially for me. I’ve been appointed to be the leader (for the English Dept.) for the ‘Minggu Seminar Persediaan PMR 2008 anjuran Panitia Bahasa/sains/Matematik’ in my school. The participants are the form two students who are going to sit for the PMR next year. It’s like the ice-breaking for them so they can be prepared for the big examination in year to come. Phewww~my icy hands trembling badly when the Ketua Panitia Sains/Matematik assigned me to take the responsibility. There was no excuse for me to say ‘NO’. well, come on Hyatt!~you can do it! And if you are really put your heart thoroughly in it, you can do it better! (ooh, I’m motivating myself…)

This weekend which is supposed to be my holiday, turn out to be my lets-doing-a research-to making good impression kind of week. I laughed a little. Well, that’s the true reality in the world of working. Unexpected works will just popping out right in front of your nose and you have to do it whether you want it or not. As for me, this is a good start for me. An essential exposure for me to be more responsible. Well, lets us wait and see what will happen next week.

Me? What else…
Prepare…. =)

:: first impression usually turn out to be a nightmare…::

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

The Gift

A simple gift from someone who is so dear to me…

I know how much he tried to please me, to make me feel appreciated, to fight against all odds just to make this little crazy girl smile…

And I surely am know, how hard it is for him to last this relationship…
How difficult it was to survive all these commotions and he succeed…

This shoes, makes me shed my tears~

:: I don’t know anything, I just love… ::

Monday, November 5, 2007

Does vampire Exists?

Being one of the horror movies fan makes me a little bit awkward when sitting down watching other genres of movie. Kind of weird when I think about how strange it is suppose to look like when a sweet girl like me_ehem2..hehe.. loves to watch those 18SG and 18PL stuffs.

I just watched ’30 Days of Night’ this evening with my beloved munchkin. I should give a standing ovation to the director of this movie (stupid, I forgot whats his name!) not only for the genius presentation of the movie but also for the message that being carried along the movie. Suspense and thrilled, I should say.

Somehow, one of the lines from the movie, said by one of the vampires really makes me think in depth. He said… “For centuries we have made them to believe that we (vampires) are only a bad dream…” kind of spooky when I think about this line over and over again.~huuuuu… the question is do they really exists? If they do, are they still lurking and roaming the world of living human? Are they really blood thirsty creatures and will kill for satisfying their needs? Because, almost in every movie of the vampires, they have been portrayed quite in the very same damn way. They have several qualities of physical and personality traits such as : sharp teeth, dark eyes without pupils, pale face, blood sucker, sensitive to sun ray (in fact that is the major threat for them), only can be killed in either executed or stabbed right through the heart, powerful, strong, fast and mortal, and always speaks in an ancient language : biblical language perhaps?~I don’t know.

_to be honest, I’m afraid and a little bit paranoid towards the peoples around me. If they really exist, could it be, the one who sitting next to us right now, or the one that is so dear to us, is actually one of them?

Dear God~

Saturday, November 3, 2007

A SCENT TO KILL~

Salam_ sgt penat..

Hari nih got lot of things to settle down… after habis waktu sekolah, pg jalan2 dgn Nik~ showing Nik around how great Batu Pahat is cum his tourist guide. ^Nik bengong^ all eyes are looking at us coz we were liked a young couple baru balik dari nikah. Nik dgn baju melayu lengkap dgn samping and me+baju kurung. Kikiki_ lepas tension. Jalan2 dengan riang gembira.

J-Lo Fragrance EDP+davidoff deodorant+J-Lo Body Lotion~stuffs to die for!

J_Lo Fragrance: Live Luxe

Frustrated yet so tiring is the major issue that caused me spent over almost RM300 to buy a new fragrance to entertain myself.

J_Lo new fragrance: Live Luxe~ it’s so sowweeeeettttt!

It’s smell like a candy~ so refreshing and seducing too. (Quote: Nik)
I went out for shopping with Nik and he said that it is a wise decision when I agreed to buy it. He loved the smell (giving out opinion as the opposite sex).
Well, thanks Nik!! _pasnih bleh melaram dgn perfume baru... =b

So, there goes my 3o0 bucks~huhu...next week diet.budget dah lari...
Shopping is really a good therapy for women, especially.
Money does the talk and when you’re down and need something to mend your broken heart~ grab the nearest arms of a man : preferably with a strong relation with you (Nik adalah terkecuali…Hihi) and use him as your mobile ATM. You load the stuffs, he pays the bills. Haha…
Thanxs Nik =) gentleman sungguh Nik.tolong bwkkan beg lagik~jgn marah kpd gf Nik.
Dahlah ensem+budiman pulak tuh.. Huhu (kembang la kau Nik...)
yeayyyy...puas hati dapat shopping!!!

THE VIRUSES

Salam_

3 days of working… (see…even Saturday pon we have to come to school. Got a lot of activities to be attend to and don’t even think of escaping!~)

We have known our school. 40% completed.

The new comers (Me, oat, kak tim and Nik) are actually can really make a good team. Seriously, they have their own qualities to be a great teacher.

But still_ no matter where you are working~ you will find those kinds of peoples who are actually damaging and killing your soul until your spirit is weary. These peoples~ we named them ‘VIRUSES” are very lethal and if precautions are not taking place, the consequences might be fatal.

This group of teachers will not see anything in you but your mistakes.
It’s like they are paid to do so.
They’ll be lurking around you to see your downfall.
They’ll be juggling your spirits until you loose.
They’ll be pretending to be so much helping but they’ll stab you at the back.
So_ beware!

Obstacles in working will come in what may and I have to admit that sometimes it can haunt you for ages. But please_for those who thinks that they are good enough to take control over other peoples, if they happen to pick on me_ well; they are messing with the wrong people.

I ain’t like others, babe.
I’m the one of a kind.