Thursday, May 1, 2008

Where my strength is...?


"jika doamu dimakbulkan, tandanya ALLAH menyayangimu..Jika doamu lambat dimakbulkan tandanya ALLAH ingin mengujimu.. Jika doamu tidak dimakbulkan tandanya ALLAH merancang yang terbaik untukmu..."

How could that be?...

I’m living in a great denial. I refused to let the truth invade my heart. I rather sit there and pretending like I knew nothing though the truth is, the knowledge of everything that happened around me is in my pocket.

Ya Allah…
I just want what I have in my heart. Help me gain my strength, as I’m getting weaker each time the old cut haunting me.

An ignorance I was once, and I keep on thinking that I’m still that ole little girl, who always blame herself for every bad thing that happened around her.
My heart is in eclipse.
How could I be that pathetic?
I wish I have the answer…
I wish…

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