Salam.
It has been ages since I last cried and I swore that I will never ever cry again.
But I guess, I’m not as strong as I have promised.
I’m so vulnerable to pain and heartache.
There is only one thing that touches my heart so deeply.
And that one thing is_HIM.
I care to lose everything in my life but him. How can I afford to lose such a great man like him? He made me so special. He made me believe that there is true love out there. And every time I set my eyes upon him, I keep on falling in love with him over and over again. I rather be hurt, than hurting him.
But lately, situation has been so cruel to me.
Why on earth, it’s always being me?
Fate has spoken… or it’s just a filthy mouth of ungrateful human that actually has give out the verdict?
I don’t know and the truth is… I don’t wanna know.
Love me or hurt me, do it… as long as it can make you be here together with me…
I love him… and if it has been stated in Loh Mahfuz that he is not meant to be mine… then I will walk away…
Far and beyond human love…
I will seclude myself… alienated from the darkest con of human being…
Peoples have been so mean to me…
And I… will never ever give up hope upon us…
:: and if it’s wrong to love you…
then my heart just won’t let me be right… ::
It has been ages since I last cried and I swore that I will never ever cry again.
But I guess, I’m not as strong as I have promised.
I’m so vulnerable to pain and heartache.
There is only one thing that touches my heart so deeply.
And that one thing is_HIM.
I care to lose everything in my life but him. How can I afford to lose such a great man like him? He made me so special. He made me believe that there is true love out there. And every time I set my eyes upon him, I keep on falling in love with him over and over again. I rather be hurt, than hurting him.
But lately, situation has been so cruel to me.
Why on earth, it’s always being me?
Fate has spoken… or it’s just a filthy mouth of ungrateful human that actually has give out the verdict?
I don’t know and the truth is… I don’t wanna know.
Love me or hurt me, do it… as long as it can make you be here together with me…
I love him… and if it has been stated in Loh Mahfuz that he is not meant to be mine… then I will walk away…
Far and beyond human love…
I will seclude myself… alienated from the darkest con of human being…
Peoples have been so mean to me…
And I… will never ever give up hope upon us…
:: and if it’s wrong to love you…
then my heart just won’t let me be right… ::