“apepun yang jadi, I taknak u lupakan i…”“tak…I takkan lupakan u…”
He held my hand and squeezed it really tight.
He looked into my eyes as if he was saying that he loves me but in any way, we just couldn’t be together.
It happened in just 40 seconds. Approximately 40 seconds, but it does leave a scar in my heart. A scar that will bleed every time I think of him.
He will always be special in my life. A throne that no one else could be questioned about. A secluded space in my heart specifically designed for him, and he will stay there forever, untouched by sin and untainted by cruelty of love. He will remain there as a missing piece in my heart, which each time we get together, it will be completed.
It has been a year and a half since we last met, and yesterday (18/8/08) we met.
Who is he?
I will leave that question unanswered.
“Em, I mcm brhnti brnafas jap tadi bile u pgng tgn i.mcm x cye je…”
For the very first time in my life, I cried because of a man that I know I can’t be together with…
p/s: it’s bleeding….
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