Monday, March 9, 2009

I Guess I'm Wrong


I don’t think my job now suits me. I don’t think that I’m able to inspire. I don’t think I have the guts to stand tough and leave out the rest. I don’t think I have a strong will and ongoing determination to be part of the nation building. I don’t think I love the feeling and sensation I used to have each time I walk into the classroom. I don’t think I have the desire to be surrounded by peoples anymore. I don’t think I will succeed through the rows of thorn.

I don’t think I love this anymore.

I don’t think being a teacher is relevant for me now.

I’m not cut out for this.

I guess, for all this while-I’m absolutely wrong. The more steps I made, the clearer my path is taken wrongly.

All I want is, To be respected. To be known. To be noticed. To be needed.
And not all this humiliation.

I guess I’m wrong.

8 comments:

nextmeia said...

i don't have anything to say..

but cheer up please...ok dear?

(^_^)/

Cik Puan Bunga said...

sob...sob...sob...sob....

Naddy said...

aku pon..aku pon..i dun think i belong this way..this job..aku x suke mgajar!!! huuuu

Cik Puan Bunga said...

yes yess-it's not becoz teaching is not our passion-but the way a teacher shud be is killing me...

Anonymous said...

Uiikkssss..... so???

Cik Puan Bunga said...

kalau i nak quit??? ;O

nextmeia said...

abes citerlah.. :)

Cik Puan Bunga said...

betOlllllllll ;D